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DYING TO FORGET (BOOK # 1 OF THE STATION SERIES)!!

“…With trembling fingers, I reach up and touch the hard and chiseled contours of his chest while Ryan’s large and strong hands roam over my entire body, feeling and squeezing everything. I’ve never been touched like this before and my insides are starting to freak out.
“I want you, Piper,” he murmurs into my neck.
 
My mouth drops open in surprise and even though my brain seems to be telling me to jump and run out of the room, I’m unable to move, stuck firmly to the same place on the mattress. With my nerves on high alert, I glance at the door repeatedly, sure that someone will come bursting through it at any second but the steady thumping of the music downstairs reminds me that no one can hear what is happening in this room. No one cares that Ryan Burke took me, of all people, into a bedroom. That realization hits me suddenly. Oh. My. God. What am I doing here?”

Piper Willow dies the summer after her high school graduation but she doesn’t make it to Heaven or Hell…instead she finds herself in a spiritual terminal called the Station. She’s given only two choices: Return to Earth as the subconscious for a person in need of some outside assistance, or move on and spend an eternity lost in her own sorrow and pain. 
Does Piper have what it takes to save a life – to be the nagging voice inside someone else’s head – or will she fail and end up lost and tormented in limbo…forever?
 
Author: Trish Marie Dawson  
Title: Dying To Forget(Book #1 of The Station Series) 
Genre: Young Adult>Fantasy>Paranormal
Publication Date: August 2012
Links to Purchase: Amazon, Barnes & Noble
Reviewer: Megan
 
My Review: 4 out of 5 stars
 
This will probably be my shortest review… not because I wasn’t a fan of the book, but because it’s a book that you can easily give spoilers away if you talk too much about it. So, here is what I can tell you – it was a fast, fun read. The concept was interesting and kept me intrigued enough to finish it in one sitting and even convinced me to buy the second book in this series within minutes of finishing.
 
 The circumstances around Piper’s death, at first, was unsettling to me, but the author did a really good job of explaining the spiritual terminal called “The Station”.  In fact, it was pretty creative. I liked the main character. I felt for her. The events or difficulties that led to her death were hard. Having personal experience with losing someone (a best friend), I can relate to Piper’s devastation over her loss. And as a girl, I can relate to the other things she goes through. 
 
At one point, I did find myself thinking “this is way too easy… things are just falling into place for her too much.” I continued to feel this way the more Piper interacted with others around her…. however, it is the way the first book ends and the second begins (there is a preview of the first chapter of the second book in book 1) that made me realize the story was just beginning for Piper. What might have appeared to be too easy for Piper, just might prove to be the opposite. I enjoyed the story and the authors take on a difficult topic and I am looking forward to reading the second and even the third book (set to be released in July 2013) in this series. 
 
** Ps. The author’s end note also made an impact on me. Like I said, this was a difficult topic and I truly feel like she put an interesting, thought provoking, twist to it and in her message, she makes it clear what her intentions were or were not. 
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NEVER LOOK BACK!! (EMI LOST & FOUND SERIES – BOOK #3)

Jack Holland finally has everything a man could want. After a lengthy courtship that has required persistence and self-restraint, Emi Hennigan– the woman Jack has been fantasizing about since college– has fallen in love with him. Together, the couple sets out to create their own happily-ever-after.
It’s only when Emi delivers some unwelcome news that Jack begins to question everything about the woman he loves. It will take a considerable amount of understanding and sacrifice for Jack to accept the future Emi can offer him– a future he never imagined for himself.

This romantic drama is the final book in the Emi Lost & Found series.

Author: Lori Otto  
Title: Never Look Back (Book #3 of the Emi Lost & Found Series)  
Genre: Young Adult>Contemporary>Romance>  
Publication Date: May 2012
Links to Purchase: Amazon
Reviewer: Megan
My Review: 5 out of 5 Stars. I ABSOLUTELY LOVED IT!!
 
So obviously you see the natural progression of my rating throughout this series. With each book I enjoyed the series more. I will say at the start, that again this book seemed a bit longer than it really needed to be and there were times when it just lagged, but, the totality of the story, the characters, and the ending just made it all worth it… 
 
I felt a wider range of emotions with this final book in the series. I am not sure I have ever cried so much throughout one book, as I did with Never Look Back. Sad tears, happy tears, sad tears, happy tears… the cycle continued on until the last page. During the final 25% I pretty much never stopped crying and I think my husband might have actually thought I was having a breakdown…. but this is what made this series so good. There were times, that again Emi’s actions frustrated me. I realized she was never really good at coping or dealing with major things without the help of someone else. From her brother, to Nate, and then Jack – someone was always helping her through these situations, which is great, but it was always after she handled it badly. But I suppose this is why we love her so much – she’s real!! 
 
I LOVED that this final book was told from Jack’s point of view. It was nice to get inside his head and really see him. I loved how he let Emi grieve for all of her losses, never pushed and while there were times he felt pangs of jealousy, he understood and he was willing to allow Emi to cling to this love and loss she could not let go of. Not too many men out there would be capable of living with those kinds of ghosts – being compared to a great love that could have been. 
 
I loved Jack’s family – Matty and Lucas were my favorite! Steven made me SO mad in Colorado and then redeemed himself thereafter. I guess we can all appreciate protective siblings, but man he came on strong. I loved Donna’s continued relationship with Emi and her tie to Jack. It was obvious that this was a difficult place for Emi, but Donna was warm and loving… only wanting what was best for Emi. 
 
And without saying too much, what Jack does for Emi and Nate -both with the stuff left in storage and well, for those who have read the series… you know the thing I mean, and for those who haven’t, hopefully you will soon enough. I was left speechless and bawling like a baby over Jacks selfless actions for Nate and Emi. He re-affirmed what a wonderful man he was.
 
As for the storage unit stuff, I loved his willingness to let Emi enjoy the memories. I loved his willingness to share in those memories and learn more about her through them. As for the um, who know… “I can’t say anymore part”, I loved Jack’s secretiveness while he pulled it all off, I loved how giddy he got when he was able to reveal it to Emi and how he was so willing to let her have this part of her life. He never once tried to force her to let it go… 
 
And Contessa…. Mmmmmm! I can hardly wait to start this other series of books that actually ties into this series. Lori surely fulfills the series whore in me, wow! I loved this whole aspect. I loved how it all unfolded, I loved that we got to see the start of this relationship in this series and I LOVED that it completed everything. While things worked out for Emi in the end, it wasn’t without substantial loss throughout the series or enormous heartache  and regret. We saw so many characters; Emi, Nate, Jack, Chris, Anna, and Jenn grow throughout this series. I felt such an attachment to them all.  The series as a whole to me was fantastic and would get 5 out of 5 stars! 
I praise Lori for her writing, for her bravery, and for bringing these wonderful characters into my life. 




***This next paragraph contains SPOILERS…  PLEASE DO NOT READ FURTHER IF YOU HAVE NOT READ THE SERIES!!!**
 
I hate writing spoilers, but this series was wonderful and I wanted to touch on Nate without giving anything away to readers who haven’t read it. I loved Nate. While I didn’t like his behavior in book #1, I still loved him. I was so devastated when he was killed and to watch Emi go through such heartache – to lose her love and their baby was just so raw and emotional, something I know personally. (My best friend was killed in a car accident in our early twenties and I have never gotten over it.. loss like that is always hard. As for her baby, a lot of woman, including myself know the pain that comes with this kind of loss… it’s excruciating and difficult to understand). I cannot say enough, how happy I was that throughout the second and third book we still see Nate – through Emi’s memories, the storage items, the wonderful paintings he’s done, and the gallery that Jack gives Emi. I remember feeling slightly cheated at the end of book #1. Just when Emi and Nate finally find love and happiness together (after two books), it is taken away. But it was what made the story so beautiful. Like I had started to say before, but couldn’t, if Nate and Emi had ended up together, the story wouldn’t have gone very far.  
 
The whole series was emotional, and while I loved Nate and missed him constantly throughout the story, I fell more and more in love with Jack as a person and as a companion for Emi. It is situations like this where first we wonder why and then we see the bigger picture. That our life may not be fated the way we believe… death is a harsh way to force your true hand of fate, but life is like that. At a really young age I was diagnosed with cancer and it brought my young adult life to a screeching halt… for years, while I was sick, I wondered why why why???? And then when I was finally better, finally in remission, I headed off to college (at 25) rather than 18 and met the man I would marry, my soul mate – who was 7 years younger than me. It wasn’t until after we were married that I realized, that had it not been for my life coming to a standstill, there would have been no way we could have been in the same place (in totally different parts of the country) at the same time… but fate found a way to bring us together. Some people may think this seems crazy, but you know, it makes me appreciate what happened to me so much more, it makes the “whys” easier to understand….  

Again, praise for Lori Otto and her beautiful Emi Lost & Found Series, I am a true fan!! 
 
 
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TIME STANDS STILL!! (EMI LOST & FOUND SERIES – BOOK #2)

In this second book in the Emi Lost & Found series, Time Stands Still, a near-death experience leaves Emi Hennigan injured and confused, but it’s a chance meeting with a man from her past that has her questioning everything she’s believed in. Emi is stunned when Jack Holland reminds her of their one evening together in college. Will her heart forever be with Nate Wilson, her best friend and soulmate? Or will she find love with someone completely unexpected?
 
The second of three books in the Emi Lost & Found series.
 
Author: Lori Otto  
Title: Time Stands Still (Book #2 of the Emi Lost & Found Series)  
Genre: Young Adult>Contemporary>Romance>  
Publication Date: August 2010
Links to Purchase: Amazon
Reviewer: Megan
 
My Review: 4.5 out of 5 Stars. 
 
So as I was saying at the end of my review for book #1, I was devastated and confused. While I was grateful I had this second book, I was so emotional during the first few chapters I had to read some other reviews, which I never do while I am reading a book. I hate the idea of stumbling onto a spoiler… but there was a part of me that was conflicted with the emotions I was experiencing, especially since I had first hand-personal experience with both of the tragedies Emi was facing.  I read several other reviews online and was actually frustrated that people would stop reading this series as a result. I was thankful, as I read through, I hadn’t read these reviews before finishing book #1, because they spoiled most of it’s ending… and that would have annoyed me to no end. I then started wondering why I was even reading these reviews. What did I hope to find? I suppose I wanted to be reassured that all these emotions would be worth it… and they totally were. 
 
While the events at the end of book #1 certainly caught me off guard, It still made me want to read more to understand why… why had the author chosen this path for her characters, why was this necessary, and how would this all turn out. I suppose that is what separates us as readers. The ability to appreciate a writers artistic creativity and the bravery that comes from making such bold moves. Unlike all those readers who got mad and said they refused to read on, I disagreed with them. I wondered if they had ever felt this kind of pain before – that raw pain that leaves you broken. Books that make you feel these kinds of emotions are the rare ones, the good ones. 
 
Had this mind boggling, devastating event never occurred, well the series wouldn’t have had a whole lot further to go. It could have been wrapped up all pretty with a sparkly bow and everyone lived happily ever after, but life isn’t about being wrapped in a pretty bow where we all live happily ever after. It’s about real pain and devastating events that we don’t always understand, how we learn from those events – how we pick ourselves up and move forward!
 
After I read through those first 100 pages of Time Stands Still, I took a moment to reflect on the emotions I had been feeling and still felt. And then, I applauded the author for her bravery in showing us this heartache. So many of us, at some point I am sure, have felt this pain and know it all too well. I believe the author captured the emotions well, and I found myself crying A LOT throughout this book. And even through the heartache there is some good that begins to shine through… and we are reminded that life does go on, even if we aren’t willing to move forward with it. Jack helped with this… he refused to let time stand still for Emi, he refused to let her accept her life for what she believed fate had handed her… he forced her to move forward. 
 
Can I just say for the record, I am in love with Jack!! oh yeah, love love love him. What a patient, kind, honest, and loyal man. He reminded me a lot of my husband (wink), which helped make him more realistic. He was such a beautiful character who was fantastically written and developed. I also loved the development of Chris and Anna, and I loved the relationship that both healed and blossomed between Emi and her sister. In the prequel they truly struggle and this slow appreciation for one another is so wonderful. 
 
Again, this book felt too long as well… but I still really really enjoyed it. I loved all of the ways that Jack helps Emi overcome all of the loss she experiences and I especially loved what he brought out in her.  I can’t say much more without giving important details away… so with that I will move onto the review for the third and final book, stating simply that I really enjoyed Book #2 and I willingly and with childlike impatience and enthusiasm, turned the page toward book #3 so hopeful for how this story would end….
 
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LOST & FOUND!! (EMI LOST & FOUND SERIES – BOOK #1)

When artist Nate Wilson falls in love, he falls hard. The problem is, he’s only been in love once, and the girl of his affections is his best friend, Emi Hennigan. 
 
In high school, the two bonded over painful breakups, and swore off a relationship to save their friendship. Thirteen years later, Nate has had more than his share of emotionally-unfulfilling, sexual relationships with beautiful women to distract himself from his true romantic feelings.
 
When a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity takes Nate away from his friend and his comfortable lifestyle, he is forced to reflect on the distinct void that Emi’s absence leaves in his life. To Nate’s surprise, Emi has a similar experience; but as the friends embark upon their journey toward happiness together, destiny reveals other plans for Emi. 
 
This is the first of three books in the Emi Lost & Found series. This second edition features cover artwork by Summer Ortiz.

Author: Lori Otto  
Title: Lost & Found (Book #1 of the Emi Lost & Found Series)  
Genre: Young Adult>Contemporary>Romance>  
Publication Date: August 2010
Links to Purchase: Amazon
Reviewer: Megan
 
My Review: 4 out of 5 Stars. 
 
I really grappled with wether or not I wanted to write one big review for all three of the books in this series or write them separate. It took me until the moment I began to set up the post, to realize that separate was better, here’s why: 1. I really enjoyed the series as a whole, but I think each book has it’s own likes and dislikes that deserve attention. 2. I want you, the reader, to be able to quickly see those likes and dislikes without wadding through a really looong review. 3. I had it in my head that I had separate star scores for each book, and a final star score for the series… but I wanted to do both the book and the review(s) justice by differentiating this. 4. I would have separated my review of the whole series by book anyways (even if in one post), so why not just give each book it’s own review, it’s own page… and just make it more fun. This way, everyone can see what I thought of each book as it is. I promise in the review for book 3 to tell you all what I thought of the series as a whole! 
 
I was already drawn into this series after reading the prequel, Not Today, But Someday; therefore, I knew it wouldn’t take much for me to settle in and just let the story take hold of me. I already loved Emi and Nate, but I never really saw this book coming. While I initially was intrigued by the fact that Emi and Nate were now older, I quickly began missing the younger versions of them from the prequel and wished that I had gotten more of it. However, this dissipated just as quickly as it came. I was elated when the author would tie in bits and pieces from the prequel and you saw how it all fit together. It made me start thinking of some of my other favorite books and how cool a prequel would be. Then I even thought of how fascinating it would be to maybe someday write a prequel to my own Harvest Series… before Angela was murdered or maybe even leading up to her murder – the prequel from her eyes. Ohhh, the possibilities. This was where I realized, I am truly a series whore! 
 
Overall, I really liked this first book in the series. I loved the friendship that developed over the years between Emi and Nate, I liked (for the most part –* I say for the most part because some of the choices they make are less than stellar and as a result of some of those choices, their behavior was frustrating), who they became as adults, how they helped one another become the people they became. I liked that Emi found her passion in life as a result of the friendship she found in Nate. The story flowed well and kept me beyond entertained. It was a long book (a long series), so I was reading other books for reviews in between, but always found myself longing to get back to Emi and Nate. And never feeling disappointed when I finally made my way back.     
 
I don’t want to ruin anything by saying too much, especially since there are two other books. But, here is why this book in the series got only 4 stars and not 5.  The book was too long. There were parts that felt repetitive and parts that felt like they just dragged on and on for no reason. I felt as if the story could have been 100 pages shorter than it was and been just as fabulous, but I understand, from a writers point of view, that it’s hard to cut things out when you feel they are important to the character development and the final climax of the story.  Speaking of climax, the only other thing, besides the length of the story, that I didn’t like was the borderline erotica sex. I know I have drilled this pet peeve into the ground, but I can’t help how I feel about this. The sex scenes with Nate and his girlfriends were just too much – too graphic, too explicit, and often made me cringe. I loved Nate as a character, but during these scenes I loathed him. And when he began carrying some of this behavior over… I was infuriated. I realize it was meant to be this way… it was his internal struggle once he got what he always wanted, but the other two books were never as graphic or borderline erotica as this one, and it made me appreciate those intimate moments so much more.  These two things, by no means, diminished my opinion or liking of the book. They are just things that I didn’t particularly care for and things I want my readers to know.  
 
The ending of this book, book #1 in this series, TOTALLY, COMPLETELY, 100% caught me off guard!!! I had a range of emotions running through me as I read the final lines and I found myself thankful that all I had to do was turn the page and I could see what happened… not like that made it any better…. those same range of emotions just hit me again and left me with tears streaming down my face and utterly devastated and confused. 
 
This, is the point where I thought, what the hell? Why? And as I leave you with this and start the review of book #2, I will say… all I kept thinking was “Bold Move Lori, very very bold move!! WOW!!”
 
 
 
 
 
 
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MERCH GIRL!!

Seventeen-year-old Lacey Kind doesn’t have the guts to talk to cute boys, isn’t a size two, and would rather stay home and listen to music than go to a party. But in the summer before her first year of college, she ends up thousands of miles away from home, in the back of a tour bus, underneath the half-naked body of the hottest teen rock star in the country.
When Lacey and her best friend Trina sneak into a Boston nightclub to see their favorite band, they not only get to watch their rock gods perform for the first time, but score a chance to meet the band too. Lacey’s heart races as she comes face-to-face with her idol, nineteen-year-old lead singer, Logan Shire.
The girls charm their way into being hired to sell merchandise on Lansdowne’s first summer tour. As “merch girls” Lacey and Trina quickly find themselves transported from their ordinary, suburban life to an exhilarating few months on the road. But they soon realize that life on the road isn’t always a smooth ride…
 
Author: Rebecca Lewis  
Title: Merch Girl 
Genre: Young Adult>Contemporary>Romance>Music  
Publication Date: May 2013
Links to Purchase: Amazon
Reviewer: Megan
 
My Review: 5 out of 5 Stars. I ABSOLUTELY LOVED IT!!
 
Let me first crush on the cover just a bit. It fits the story P-E-R-F-E-C-T… perfect! It draws you in and makes any music lover swoon to read this story. After reading the book, and then I look at the cover, I see Lacey. I can picture the moments in the story where her and Trina dance in the doorway while the band performs, waiting for the rush to sell the merch.   I will admit, when I first got a copy of the book for review and read the description, I thought it was going to be similar to “Almost Famous”. But it wasn’t. It showed a totally different side of the music industry, a band starting out, and the people who help bring it all together. On that note, I will say, I could not have been happier with the way the story unfolded. I thought it was fantastic. I loved loved loved it!
 
So let me tell you why I absolutely loved this book. First, I love music. I am a huge fan of rock bands (Breaking Benjamin, Shinedown, Daughtry, Theory of a Dead Man… just to name a few) and I thought back to some of the concerts I have been to over the years. It made me completely nostalgic. It made me jealous.  Second, it was a fun, easy read. I got through it quickly. It would have been read and reviewed in one day if not for my JOB, grrr. Once I started reading I was drawn in. It was a believable story with truly captivating characters. I loved Lacey. I thought she was a strong, confident, loyal protagonist who reminded me what it feels like when you start to fall for someone. I enjoyed Trina’s sassiness, but she was kinda mean to the fans, but I am sure this happens all the time in the celebrity world and is probably one of the biggest downfalls of dating a non-celebrity.  I’d probably be the same way as Trina… I could never watch my boyfriend let girls  hang all over him, kiss him, or throw themselves at him. Especially if you no one knows he’s spoken for. That would be horrible. Nice touch though Rebecca!  I cannot say enough how gratified I was to see Jenna get what was coming to her. I loathe… loathe, girls like her!! 
 
I Liked how the author was able to show us this unknown side of the music world (the “Merch Girl” world) while also giving us a glimpse of a band starting out. At first I thought that maybe Lacey and Trina’s luck was too good, too coincidental, but then I stopped and thought about a friend of mine from high school who is in the music industry. I have gone to some of his shows, spent time with him in the midst of his music career and he continues to be down to earth and maintains real relationships. I also reminded myself that these guys were young and just starting out – they had yet to be tainted by the industry yet. Which only made me swoon even more for the relationship between Lacey and Logan. As many readers of my blog know, I am not a fan of over the top, erotic love scenes or relationships that go from “hi, nice to meet you” to kinky S&M sex in 24 hours. Merch Girl was NONE of that. It was real. It was honest. It left me wanting more.  
 
Yes, I said it again… I want more of the band, more of Lacey and more of Logan. I warned all of you that I love series and I can only hope this isn’t the last time we see Lacey and Landsdowne.
 
I loved Merch Girl, and I highly recommend it to anyone who loves music and contemporary YA!!  
 
 

 

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THE BULLY!!

Nathan Pratt, the school bully, picks on everyone smaller than him. But he soon learns the old saying “What goes around, comes around.”

Author: Colby Jones 
Title: The Bully
Genre: Young Adult  
Publication Date: April 2013
Links to Purchase: Barnes & Noble, Smashwords
Reviewer: Megan
 
My Review: 4 out of 5 Stars. I LIKED IT!
 
When I added this book to the Manic Monday line up, I had no idea how short a short story it truly was. I’ve actually become fond of Indie short stories.  While this story was super short (read it in like 5 minutes), it packed a good punch, had an interesting story line, a cool twist at the end, and set a great message above all. 
 
We all hear about bully’s in school and it seems like they are even worse today with all the technology we have at our disposal. “The Bully” reminds us that we don’t always know or understand what someone else is going through, therefore we shouldn’t pick on others to make ourselves feel better. Nathan, the bully in this story, says that those he picks on are his prey and he’s the vulture. This is what his father has taught him. However, someone else offers him some sound advice that he chooses not to take and sure enough the old adage “what goes around comes around” surely comes back to bite Nathan in the rear. 
 
A neat little short short story with a positive message about bullying. 
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INSEPARABLE!!

Manic Monday Indie/Self-Published Author Feature 
Week #5
 
Can you imagine losing your twin?
 
Nineteen year old Lily is still struggling with the death of her identical twin, Abby, a year later when she moves away from home for college. Even in death though, their bond is still strong, with Abby visiting Lily in her dreams.
 
When a chance encounter with Twenty-One year old Dane Hansen changes Lily’s life, Lily’s friends warn her off becoming involved with Dane. He’s bad news, according to the rumors, anyway.
 
Dane has experienced loss himself, he understands Lily, and the more time he spends with her, the harder he falls. There is something he hasn’t told her though, something almost nobody knows, and it’s something that might stop Lily from feeling the same way.
 
Abby holds the key to something that will change Lily and Dane’s life forever, but how do you get someone else to believe something you don’t quite understand yourself?
 
Author: Missy Johnson
Title: Inseparable
Genre: New Adult >Contemporary >Romance >Fantasy >Paranormal 
Publication Date: May 2013
Links to Purchase: Amazon
Reviewer: Megan
 
My Review: 2 out of 5 Stars! GOT THROUGH IT!
 
**May contain some minor spoilers**
 
If there is one thing I hate more than anything, it’s not enjoying a book I am reading and then having to write a less than stellar review. However, I promised my readers I would be honest and while the writer in my cringes, the reader/blogger in me knows this comes with the territory of writing reviews.  
 
This was the second book I have reviewed by this author and once again I can say, there was promise when the story began, but it quickly fell short and turned into an awkward rendition of erotica. I will say for the record that I have never been a fan of erotica, but some of is bearable. After reading this book I can honestly say I am not a fan of erotica at all and I truly believe that books should be labeled this way rather than being labeled “romance”.  In my opinion, there is a big difference. 
 
As for the actual storyline, like I said, it had promise. I liked the twin aspect, the actual paranormal storyline… This is what drew me the book.  But then there is a relationship that begins too quickly, turns too sexual and dominates the pages. There were discrepancies from what the author said in one section of the book to something said later. And as I have said before, I typically never critique grammar (only content), but the spelling errors were in abundance. There were times that there were numerous mistakes on a page, and the sentence made no sense because of it. Also, there were times when the author bounces between english slang and british slang and it gets hard to keep track of. 
 
My 2 star rating was because I got through it, but it took much longer than it should have. In the midst of searching for his abducted sister, Dane and Lily are tearing (literally) one another’s clothes off.  I kept reading, because I was fascinated with the paranormal aspect and the abduction. They go to New York, they follow these leads and then BAM…. no climax, nothing… one moment we are preparing for a major bust and then all we get is a two line phone call telling us it’s all over?  I was beyond disappointed. 
 
I don’t want to give away any other spoilers, so I can’t talk about the ending, aside from saying that it did not redeem the story at all in my eyes. This story could have been very fascinating and at first almost reminded me of a paranormal/psychic series of books by famous author Kay Hooper, that I used to love reading… but it fell very short very fast and I truly believe it’s greatest downfall was the erotica. It took away from the storyline that should have focused more on the paranormal aspect while still focusing on Dane and Lily’s relationship, from a more tasteful perspective.